Interview by âD-Man,â CTF Inmate Correspondent
Iâm still carrying the heavy emotions from last weekâs interview with Cain as I sit down to write this one. Prison time moves differently. Thereâs a rhythm to itâslow, steady, sometimes dullâand within it, these Sundays with Cain feel like bright flashes. Every week, he opens up a little more, and I wonder if I should push him harder. But I also know thereâs always a chance we wonât get another week. One day Cain will be free, and Iâll still be here, wishing I had asked more. Thatâs the thing about learning someoneâs storyâyou never really know them completely. Weâre all changing, every day. What I hope to capture is Cain the boy and the man, the wrestler and the fighter, the father and the husband, the brother and the son, the teacher and the friendâbut most of all, Cain the prisoner who still finds freedom.
From the first interview until now, heâs shown me wrinkles in his personality I didnât expect. Heâs taken me to moments in his life that feel secret and sacred. That trust is a gift, and I donât take it lightly. If youâve just stumbled on this episode, go back to the beginning and read them allâyouâll feel it differently. And if youâve been with us the whole way, show your support. Grab a âFree Cainâ or âI Stand With Cainâ shirt or sticker from ROLL & RUMBLE Fight Co. John and Heather work late nights editing my texts, answering my calls, and building these articles so they can be shared with you every Sunday. Theyâre two of the best people Iâve met, and supporting them is supporting Cain. Better yet, post a photo in your shirt, tag Cainâs page, and let him see the love when he comes home.
This week Cain and I met after dinner in the day room, since the gym was locked again. Sundays here donât always go to plan. Usually we bring a soda or candy from chow, but tonight Cain pulled out a plastic bag stuffed with pudding cups heâd collected like treasure. The pudding here is fluorescent yellowââlemon,â they call itâbut it tastes like soap. Most lifers wonât touch it. Cain happily scooped it into his bag anyway, and by the time we left chow, he had half the yardâs pudding swinging in that plastic. I told him it looked like it wouldnât survive the walk back, but somehow it did. Sitting down, I asked, âHowâs the pudding?â He laughed: âTastes like soap.â
We shifted into football. Cainâs team had just blown out the other side, 86â0. He played defense all game, no sacks, but plenty of fun. I asked if he ever thought about switching to a team that needed him. He shook his head. âOne of the guys I walk with every night asked me to join his team. Weâre good friends now. Plus, I can say for the rest of my life I won a Super Bowl at CTF Soledad.â
That friend is Juniorânot the same Junior from Ascension Breath Work. Cain promised weâd get a photo together in their gear. For those curious how prison photos work: we buy a $2 ticket at canteen, hand it to the inmate assigned as yard photographer, and a few days later the photo shows up at your cell. Simple as that.
This week weâre sharing one of Cain and Junior Guzman working out with a 30-pound medicine ball. When I asked Cain if he trains more or less inside, he said, âLess. I play pickleball and football, but Iâd like to work out more.â He admitted heâs been feeling âblahhââa stagnant kind of energy. âThe honeymoonâs over,â he said. âPeopleâs true personalities are showing. A lot of broken people here. Some with severe trauma. Sometimes I feel like they try to pass it on to me without even knowing it.â
Then we dug into family again. Last week we talked about his mom and dad. This week, his sister. âHer nameâs Adela,â he told me. âSheâs named after our grandmother.â Cain remembered her taking him to school as a little boy, always kind, always accepting. âShe was clean, always in her room writing or listening to music. Sheâd pluck my eyebrows, iron my clothes. I was younger, but she never made me feel like a burden.â He grinned at the memory of her cutting his hair onceâso bad he can still see it in his mind. He admitted he crushed on all of her friends, every single one. What meant the most, though, was her showing up to his wrestling matches. âShe was the loudest person in the gym. She was even on the cheer squad for the wrestling team, chanting, âTwist them like a pretzel, show them how to wrestle.ââ He laughed at the memory, but his voice softened. âShe was an example of what a good older sibling should be. I was blessed.â
Cainâs love for his daughter Coral also poured out. He told me about her first birthday before the Brock fight. âWe made her a jumbo cupcake, got her learning toys, a BOB stroller so I could run with her. We even did a photo shoot at the mall with her little birthday hat. She was just so cute.â Tears welled as he recalled it. âMy daughter and family are everything to me.â
After beating Brock Lesnar and making seven figures, Cain bought a house in Morgan Hill. In 2011, he married Michelle in Chandler, Arizonaâa castle venue, a mariachi band, a tequila bar, fireworks at the reception. His best men were Bryan Stith from college and Anthony Ortiz from high school. His teammatesâDC, Luke, Javier, Dave, Bob, Bader, Fitch, Swickâwere there. Coral, as flower girl, ran straight down the aisle into his arms. He cried at the memory. âIt was amazing. Everything I could have asked for.â
But glory doesnât come without pain. Cain had torn his shoulder against Lesnar, a torn labrum, and went straight from victory to surgery. Before that, he flew to Mexico with his championship belt strapped over the injury like a Band-Aid. This time, Mexico embraced him. âIt was wild,â he said. âThey had me at a mall in Mexico City, a thousand people waiting. The barriers broke, we had to run. They disguised me in a trench coat and hat to get me out.â He laughed, shaking his head. âIt blew up overnight. A complete 180 from before.â
Then came Junior Dos Santos. Cain admitted heâd torn his knee weeks before the fightâmeniscus and partial MCL. âI couldnât wrestle, couldnât twist. But I felt Iâd already been out too long after shoulder surgery. I pressured myself to fight.â UFC on Fox, the promotionâs first national TV broadcast. Cain stepped in wounded against a dangerous striker. âI wasnât aggressive like normal. I blocked the pain and tried to fight, but he caught me behind the ear with an overhand right. I went down. Ref stopped it. I knew it was coming. I shouldnât have fought.â He had surgery afterward and recovered, but the lesson stuck. âIf Iâm not 100%, I need to wait.â
Before we wrapped, I asked the weekâs fan questionâthis one from my dad. He has COPD and wanted to know if someone with lung issues could still try Cainâs breathing class. Cain answered with patience. âYes. Anyone can. Everyone has their own pace. Start with a minute or two of mindful breathing, just deeper and faster than normal. See how it feels. Push if you can, but never past what feels safe. Weâre all capable of more than we give ourselves credit for.â
And with that, our Sunday came to a close. Another hour gone, another story captured. Another glimpse of Cainâthe fighter, the father, the manâsitting in prison, yet somehow free.